Scratch... And I'm Cool with that :)

What is Scratch anyway??? Remember that episode of Martin when he was tryna get that Driver's License and he had to go to the back of the line??? Yea, that's where I'm at right about now. #sidenote, this is MY BLOG, so I can say what I like... All the incorrect English I want :) Yesss! I don't have to be judged, Just say how I feel... 


Anyway, so back to Scratch. Breaking up, yes BREAKING UP, with someone after like 3 years is some BS. That's exactly where you have to go, back to SCRATCH. Everybody pointing to you like "Yea, back of the line my nig!" Dang, and here I am walking to the back looking like a duck. Lol. Now the reason we broke up really doesn't matter. We both been playing the role that has lead the relationship to where it's at. And yes, the type of person he is, he would be hella pissed if he knew that I was blogging about his black ____ right now. Lol.That's 
why this is my blog, I can say what I want :). 


But the crazy part about it is, I might just #lowkey #secretly be okay with the breakup. Granted I miss the _____ and I be lonely sometimes, that's natural when you first breakup with someone. Oh well, I'll get over it. But... The ironic part is, I'm not really interested in meeting new people. Hell, I've never liked dating new people, I just like being with my friends, lol, people who I already know (sad and lazy of me I know). #sigh... 


BUT, instead of dwelling on that, I decided that I would do something different with my time, this go 'round. Hell, instead of dwelling on these ____s, I'm bout to get me a MASTER's DEGREE! Yessir! The only problem is, I can't decide of weather to get it in School Counseling or School Psychology... So now I'm at another crossroad. BUT, I've made the decision to go and I will be enrolled by 2011. Hell, maybe in the next month if I get my act right! 


Anyway, more about me right now, I'm on a FAST... No drinks (water only) and no fried foods. I'm trying to get a breakthrough around this guy! So I gotta do what I gotta do. WHOA! Now don't get it twisted GOD is number 1 in my life, we been getting real close AND I started reading the BIBLE from SCRATCH.Lol, so yea, I'm just like in Genesis, Chapter 6, and I'm cool with that:) And, I got this app on my phone, where everytime I open it, It give me another Bible Verse, so Im reading that guy all day everytime I randomly have a moment. I hate that we have to go through stuff to get closer to GOD, but as long as you get close to him that's all that matters. 


So... I'm back to Scratch... And I'm cool with that :) (that's how God wants it anyway)

Syn said it best, Deuces :) 

All good conversation, manners, and action, come from a spontaneity which forgets usages, and makes the moment great. Nature hates calculators; her methods are saltatory and impulsive. 


-Ralph Waldo Emerson