You Promised Me You Would Never Change...

They look at me and say... You Promised Me You Would Never Change... And I won't...

It's funny how you meet someone and you feel like it's meant to be. Ya'll on the same beat, same tune, hearts beating to the same rhythm, same verse, singing the same lyrics... Right? Wrong!

Shit is always so good in the beginning. Oh you wanna know everything about me... You love everything about me. I'm so down to earth, so real, yet so smart and educated right? So young but yet so mature. Smile that lights up the room. Hell, I thought those were all the things you loved about me??? Wrong again. Now all of a sudden, I'm so hood, I don't wanna grow up, I don't wanna make lateral moves, I'm being complacent???

Let's get one thing STRAIGHT. I'm from the WESTSIDE of Atlanta, and NOTHING will ever change that. However, I am a college graduate, Tuskegee University Class of 2008 GPA 3.05, I have a career, I am on the path to reaching my (true) career goals, I'm a Mother, a provider, and foremost a Child of God. He made me the way he wanted me to be, and as I have stressed several times over the course of this blog, I'M OKAY WITH THAT. I'm so confident, so sincere, and so PROUD of the woman that I have grown to be.

But you don't feel as though I'm not good enough. I don't have any etiquette. I have a gap. I'm gaining weight... I mean, but who the hell are you to judge me?

I'm not the one who changed. I'm not like you. I'm still the same one, with my loud music, windows down rebel without a cause bad ass. No career, no money, no group of friends, no region of which I live, no person on this MUTHAFUCKIN Earth, will ever change me, Ryan Amorell Woodbury, raised on the WESTSIDE, still on the WESTSIDE, and guess what baby, I'M OK WITH THAT! HOLLA!